Birthday

yesterday is my birthday...
i got a lot of birthday msg before the sun rise...
i feel so happy...
but when the sun rise, i start to wait...
waiting for birthday msg frm somebody...
when i waiting for the msg, i think back to last year...
tat year, i celebrate my birthday in ktv...
i did invite him n he did attend...
i'm very happy...
he did give me present together wit his fren...
then i start to miss him...
n i also starting to ask myself...
y he not yet send birthday msg to me?
did they prepare a special suprise for my birthday?
am i going to meet wit him 2day?
but this is all the no answer's question...
sadness n loneliness start to come into my heart...
i feel sad...
i feel lonely...
if as usual...
i will cry...
but i din...
dunno y my tear din drop...
i really feel wanna to cry but my tears din drop at all...
is it my tears ad dry or finish till i cant cry anymore?
still miss him now...
dunno wat should i do...

A Day Before My Birthday

a day before my birthday my fren invite me out...
we go to sunway...
when we arrive there, we go for our "breakfast"...
we eat in 'the chicken rice shop'...
the food at there no bad, but the service...erm...
after tat we go for a movie...
but we going to the cinema, we lost our direction...
thank god we can find the cinema before the movie start...
after we watch the movie, we go for archery...
archery is not bad but i dun feel comfortable wit the thing i'm wearing...
so i get a BAD result...
haiz...
but nvm la...
tis is the first time i play tis game...
after tat we go for a walk...
i walk to getting dinner dress...
i go for many shop n i finally found it...
although juz 2 of us...
but also quite happy wan la...

Think So Much

2day i think a lot...
coz 2day is somebody birthday...
suddenly i feel so sad..
i dunno where the sadness come frm...
but suddenly i feel sad n keep on thinking wat will happen to my future...
no matter 2moro or anyday...
i really hate this kind of festival...
coz i din hav those thing tat should i hav on this kind of festival...
so i'm thinking wat will happen on tat day...
will it happen something tat i'm hoping happen?
wat will i do if really happen?
or wont happen anything n juz pass through lik usual...
tis kind of festival always pass through my life lik usual day...
start frm the day i steps into form 4...
i suddenly feel tat when i'm going out wit them i feel lonely...
sitting in the car alone in back...
full wit sadness...
non-stop thinking y i'm going through tis kind of life...
why can my life juz lik other ppl...
when i think until here, my tears falls...
but is dark n i'm alone behind the car...
my tears...
which is so valuable...
wont drop juz as i lik...
but all of tis pass...
my tears start turns into unvaluable...
i donno its start frm when...
but it really turn to something which is worthless...
i almost cry everytime when i'm thinking of it...
i don wan to think tat but donno wat force me...
force me to cry...
sadness?
or
loneliness?

Sot liao...

2day i sot ad...
almost midnight i only start sot...
suddenly take the broom n go to sweep the floor...
i always lazy to do tis..
except my mom force me...
long time din lik tis sot ad...
haiz...
sweep my living room, kitchen, n also my room...
after tat somemore mop it...
haiz...
sot ad...
really sot ad...
my leg still lebam...
but not so pain ad...
but when i accidently touch it will be so pain...
haiz...
all tat guy fault...

Pity a...

2day is a relax day for the beginning...
but since my leg step into bus after skol, i start to face to something bad...
i step up to my bus, my head is the 1st organ which got hurt...
i knock the tv...
ouch... pain...
damn tv...
but uncle say "y every ppl lik to knock my tv"...
although pain but quite funny...
hen i start to pay wit my fren...
1 of the fren lik to kacao me...
haiz...
then i ma keep on play wit him lo...
haiz...
then when i wan to hit him...
my knee langgar to something hard...
oh my god...
very very pain...
these is the pic of the lebam...
not so clear...
but really pain...
walk also wil pain...
haiz...




haiz...
all his fault...
ALL HIS FAULT!!!

Apologize

u r not the onli 1 who should say sorry...
i also got my fault...
i din mean to talk to u using tat tone...
juz i also dunno y...
n i really cant found my pendrive...
but anyway...
i had to say sorry too...

SORRY!!!!!

n y u wan put tat pic o...
so ugly le...
somemore is the 1st pic...
haiz...
nvm...
i also got 1...

u juz finish cutting hair n buying ear ring at kawaii...

Reply To Somebody

first of all...
u borrow tat pendrive frm me on 30 April...
so include today...
u not yet borrow the pendrive frm me for 1 week n 4 day...
u say u din rushing for those pic...
maybe u send a wrong msg for me...
coz u ask for me for the pendrive everyday...
if we change position, i'm sure u will think tat too...
i noe i forget on the 1st few day...
but after tat i really cant find my pendrive...
tat day i told u i'll find it...
i did it...
but i really din find it...
i dun noe whether i did really use those angry tone to tell u tis...
n i really thought the thing in ur pendrive which is secret only files...
so i tell u tat u can transfer those file into ur computer...
if u really say tat is secret...
scare saw by ur sis...
then u can set it to private...
but u din tell me bout the background pendrive...
so i dun noe it...
although i'm not sure wil i borrow other pendrive frm other ppl if i'm in tat position...
but u really din tell me all bout the pendrive...
i don noe tat other ppl hink is who's wrong...
but i noe tat i got wrong...
but u also got wrong...
pls think bout it...
r u rushing for those pic?
did u asking me for the pendrive everyday?
try go borrow something frm other ppl n ask tat ppl everyday frm tat ppl...
did u ask me whether i go bac got find or not?
did u tell me tat the secret in ur pendrive cannot transfer to ur com...
i nvr think tat all is ur fault...
so i think u really don noe me...
coz i nvr say tat its all ur fault...
coz i nvr say tat i'm not stubborn...
i told u before...
we r same kind ppl...

Don Noe Wat Should I Do

i realli don noe wat should i do now...
y tis world got so many problem...
so many such difficult problem...
such annoying problem...
such problem tat ppl will care so much...
y?
wat should i do...
tis four problem realli annoying...
should i say yes or i should say no...
or neither yes n no but stop...
is it better if all problem can be solve by using true or false n yes n no...
but now i realli dun noe wat to do...
juz lik Shakespeare said...
to be or not to be, tats a question...
but where can i get the answer of tis question?
or i should juz let it be...
can i juz let it be?
i realli hope tat i can...
although my mind can let it be...
but my heart n guts dun let me to let it be...
'they' wan me to solve all tis problem...
so 'they' keep on thinking bout tis problem...
but wat can i do...
every problem had it ownself formula...
but i cant the formula of tis problem...
how should i find these formula?
where should i find these formula?
wat should i do?
when should i do?
why should i do?
who can answer my question?

I Knew That Will Happen

haha...
do u feel tat we always gaduh on Thursday?
2day we gaduh again...
but did u feel tat we always gaduh juz becoz of small matter...
last time becoz of alcohol...
tis time becoz of pendrive...
last time juz gaduh 4 few hour...
2day when the ceramah start, we din talk to each other...
till juz now...
u call me juz 4 my uncle's num...
but u din tell me bout the num u wan is my bus uncle's num...
so i gave u a wrong num...
i dun noe tat the word u write in msg mean u angry or wat...
i juz noe tat even i got wrong in giving u a wrong num, but u had some fault too...
u din tell me bout which uncle's num u wan...
then...
bout the pen drive...
y u rushing 4 those pic...
i really cant found my pen drive...
u juz tell me bout ur pen drive got some secret...
as usual...
those secret sure is file...
i feel tat if u realli is rushing 4 those pic, u can juz put ur file as private file...
or also can save in ur com juz for temporary...
u din tell me tat ur pen drive background had changed...
so how i noe...
if u rushing 4 those pic, u borrow pen drive frm other ppl la...
i not yet found my pen drive...
how i borrow u...
by the way, i dunno whether when we will talk again...
maybe 2moro...
maybe nex week?
maybe???
haiz...
dunno la...