~Thanks, my dear YL~

My life is going onto a emo stage...
Broke up with him is a big challenge...
But this make me noes tat who really care bout me...
YL, thank you to let me tell u everything today...
U r the 1st one i tell the full story...
I noe u will support me until i let go...
I hope i can too...
But i'm still love him...
2 year feeling i really hard to let go in a "good ending" relationship...
It will be more hard becoz it is so complicated...
I'll try my best to figure it out n walk out from this stage...
Thanks for your support my dear....

long time no see lo~~

long time din write tis blog ad
becoz i forgot tis blog email address n password ad
haha
now i found bac
having a new life now at UTAR PJ campus
many of my fren at KAMPAR campus
some at KTAR
haha
KTAR is my choice be4 i choice UTAR
now i'm having another blog
tat blog special 4 secret
haha
nobody else will see tis blog
but i gave my bf see tis blog be4
in tat blog
at the moment
almost all bout him
but i felt dissapointed
when i ask him
"finish reading?"
"nope, too many words... lazy to read..."
hurt
tats all frm my heart
he still ask me
"all those article u get frm ur fren wan a?"
oh my god
damn hurt
all write by myself
but he said is frm others
wanna to cry
since i 2gether wit him
i cried
many many times
but i also feel so happy wit him
i been cried to him
cried for him
smile to him
smile becoz of him
all my life surrounded
surrounded by him
life busy start when i start to skul
wake up in the morning
then breakfast n prepare for skul
after breakfast, go to skul n hav class
when i finish class, go home n hav a nap
after a small nap, cook dinner
after dinner, bath
after bath, i left 3 hours be4 i sleep
in tis 3 hours
i wait for his call
maybe did some revision
fb-ing
n pps-ing
maybe some chatting wit my roommate
all day full
busy busy~~~~

result for my new year wish

the 1st wish i post in my blog is get more than 3A's in my spm...
i din get more than 3A's but i get 3A...
so i think tis wish came true...
2nd is have a new life during 2010
i had a working life frm january to april...
then become a lazy worm at home for 3 week...
then going to study at utar on end of may...
i'll stay at pj so i think i'm having a new life...
3rd is make my family proud...
i dunno whether i did make my family proud or not...
so tis wish stil in a KIV condition...
4th is slim down as fast as possible...
erm...
tis wish i think wont come true becoz i'm not stop gaining weight...
so...
5th face keep nice...
nope...
my face starting to grow pimples n become very oily...
6th hair become smoother?
nope also...
my hair getting drier day by day...
haiz...
7th hair length
ya...
my hair very long now...
but very unhealthy...
8th mom care me more than before...
nope too...
my mom din care me more then before...
but she become more annoying than before...
9th get car after i go into university...
half half lo...
my mom bought a car...
only i hav the chance to drive...
juz lik the car is mine...
but...
i only can drive when my mom n uncle is in the car...
damn...
the last wish tat keeping empty...
wanna to noe wat is it?
the answer is get a boyfren...
now tis wish come true...
i hav a boyfren now...
although not all wishes come true but at least almost half of it came true...
is enough but i wil continue hoping for the wishes tat not yet come true..

i'm back

long time din write blog ad...
coz i forgot tis blogger email address n password ad...
but 2day suddenly remember it...
tis monday went to orientation in utar...
a lot of ppl at there...
900++
i'm 1 of them...
thank god i met my roommate be4 i go to the orientation n we had exchange our num...
or else i sure wil very boring during the orientation...
i'm feeling i'm so unlucky tis year...
lost my phone on january...
rob by motor on april...
n haunted by the mc during the orientation becoz of my hair on may...
why i wear red shirt tat day...
so embarrassing...
i wearing red shirt n with red spec tat day...
n the mc remember me becoz my hair is red too...
i'm the only 1 wit red hair...
haiz....
hav to start my new life in pj...
but alone there feel so scary...
hoping my roommate wil move in aas fast as she can...
i'm not scare becoz of sleep alone in tat room...
i'm scare becoz i dunno how to go to skol alone...
exspecially tis thursday...
hope uncle no airport...
then he can fetch me there...
pls...
pray for me...

learning car

yesterday is the 1st day i learn car~
oh my god~
so scary~
1st~
learn to move the gear~
stupid me~
coz...( hehe, cannot tell u)...
then go around in the study skul~
ok la~
not bad~
then the most scary parts came~
go to the road~
oh my god~
damn scary~
but i did it~
cant say is perfectly~
but no bad~
then 2nd run~
oh my god~ so many car~
wat should i do~
become more n more gan jiong~
but i stil did it at the end~ hehe~


then 2day~
learn car again~
go to the road again~
worst than yesterday~
i think i did 4 round~
but i think not so gud~
always forgot the signal~
oh my god~
dissapointed to myself~
then i go through the road for parking~
not bad la~
juz 1 time almost 'kiss' the tiang~
n the dog in there so notty wan lo~
always kacau me~
ish~~~~


maybe 2moro wil learn again~
but i more hope tat 2moro start work~
boss~~~~~~
faster call me la~~~~
i wan work~~~~
T.T

NEW YEAR

most of the ppl say~
"new year means a new life"
but its same for me...
2010 does not hav any difference wit 2009 in my life~
still is the same~
alone in house~
maybe it will cahnge~
but not now~
coz i had a same day like usual in 2009 on 01/01/2010~
not only tat day~
even 24/12/2009 , 25/12/2009 n 31/12/2009 also is the same~
only 1 word~
bored~
i'm having a bored life~
hope my life can change after 2009~