A Very Very Tired Day

today is the most tired day in tis few month....
yesterday i slept on 2am n today wake up on 8.30...
haiz...
tis is the 1st tired point: not enough sleep...
then i hav to prepare to go out in half hour time...
"rush, rush, rush‘
finally i got it...
i finish preparing in perfect 9am...
but i din eat...
oh my gosh...
so hungry...
tis is the 2nd tired point: din eat, so hungry, no energy...
then i went out n waiting for the ppl who fetch me...
wtf...
tat ppl say 9am will fetch me but she 9.30am only come fetch me...
but i still hav to pretend "never mind"...
aiya...
tats small case only...
nex...
we went to bsm carnival...
walaoe....
tat place is damn hot lo...
beside tat...
i din tie up my hair...
tats ~ hot + hot = very hot...
not yet finish...
the sun get more brighter n brighter...
tat place starts more hotter wit those smoke...
haiz....
become very hot + very hot = super hot...
n tis is the third point: no eat, lost energy, lost water n sun burn...
but thank god...
they also cant stand those temperature then we go to the nex destination...
we hav to walk frm bsm hq to bus stand...
although no so far but still damn hot...
lost energy n water again...
haiz...
our nex destination is new jj...
walao...
when we arrive the bus stand...
the bus stand is double the temperature of bsm hq...
damn hot * 2 = super damn hot...
haiz...
nvm la...
thank god we no need wait bus...
there is the bus we need there...
oh ya...
the bus not bad...
air-cond so strong...
help us lost our hot...
then...
wait, wait, wait...
finally he start the bus...
then our journey going new jj starts...
first we rest...
then when we arrive bukit tinggi...
we suddenly full of energy...
start to syok sendiri...
keep on taking pic...
non-stop...
then we start to walk...
shop, shop, shop...
shop non-stop...
then we when to eat...
really full...
wa....
i eat spaghetti...
tat spaghetti got a smell which so weird...
tat smell frm cheese...
it really hard to stand it...
but i push myself to finish it...
oh my god...
finally i finish it...
then we had a walk again...
they suggest to go home when they tired...
but i not yet feel really tired...
i feel tat i still can walk 4 a few hour...
is ok 4 me la...
go bac earlier, waste less money...
finally....
i can go home...
when i arrive home...
i did something very important...
tat is: hav a nap...
hahahahahaha.....
although tired but quite happy...

Suddenly Feel Like So Miss U

y i'll keep on thinking of u tis few day?
i suddenly feel lik so miss u...
i already long time din meet wit u...
i already long time get myself off frm u...
y i wil suddenly miss u?

i already decide to let u go n juz concentrate to study...
but wat let me turn my mind position to u...
we already long time din talk...
i already long time din talk bout u...
i already long time din think anything bout u...
but y i'll suddenly miss u...
i noe tat is impossible...
tats y i let it go...
but y it come bac...
is there anything tat can help me to forget u completely?

i dun wan tis type of feeling...
tis type feeling makes me suffer...
i juz wan to let myself go through a skol life...
wit skol...
wit books...
n wit frens...
how can i forget u completely?
now i'm so miss u...
thinking bout ' will u giv me a present on my birthday?'
but i noe tat is impossible...
we will meet juz becoz of tat gang...
but i'm now out frm tat gang...
so we'll nvr meet anymore...
so is impossible u can giv me a present...
i hope tat i can forget u completely...
i wanna to do tis...
but i really hope tat i can meet u one more time...
becoz i really miss u...
i hope tat i can forget u juz lik my tears...
flow out frm my body...

To My Pity Friend

fren...
i noe tat u r trying hard...
but still cant do it...
i also noe tat u so sad n also been think for give up...
but pls...
dun giv up...
u hav to work more harder...
i think u lack of basics...
tats y u suffer...
but pls dun giv up...
we will help u...
so...
pls dun always think to the negative way...
try to put ur mine to the positive way...
tis may can help u to gain somomore confidence...
by the way...
i think u can get good result...
juz ur confidence had covered by those tired...
those tired frm other place but not on study...
u need our help to gain more basics...
maybe is quite late...
but at least u try ur best...
although u get bad result on tis exam...
but if u keep on study hard...
u sure can gain more good result...
tis exam is quite difficult...
don lose ur confidence juz frm tis exam result...
we still got a lot of exam...
we hav to study hard together to improve...
the biggest enemy in our life is ourself...
so let us study hard together n win ourself...

i appologize if i hurt u frm tis post...
but tis is wat i wan to tell u...
but i dun dare to tell u...
i scare i hurt u...
but pls...
dun giv up...
try ur best to study hard...
try ur best good result...
dun take us to compare wit urself...
u r not us...
be urself which is hoping to get good result...

A Dissapointed Result In A Dissapointed Week

last few week we had a monthly exam...
a serious week we some serious student serious wit their exam...
tis is also a serious exam for our gang...
our gang desperately to get a good result...
but unfortunely...
our result is so dissapointed...
not yet reach the target we want...
not only us...
all of our class so dissapointed to their result...
i dunno y the result can be so damn poor...
i think the average of the result on tis exam is far away frm the previous result...
onli for the bi result is already enough to pull the result bac to a long long way...
almost half of our class fail the bi exam...
juz some of them lik me so lucky can juz pass through the pass line...
but not too far...
if i'm not wrong...
the highest onli 50++...
how can it be?

besides the sej result also the dissapointed point...
onli 5 ppl of our class pass it...
i'm also the 1 who fail it...
i really hope tat i will not fail any subject...
i got all the good result at the start...
then i finally pass my add math which i nvr pass before...
not onli pass...
i got more than my target n she fail it....
then i got the subject tat i most worried about... acc...
actually my acc is quite good...
but i think i'm having a bad condition causing i forgot all the format of the account...
fortunately i pass it...
at the end before getting sej result i'm so happy...
i got all pass...
although i noe tat i sure fail on sej...
but i really hope tat i can be the lucky person...
can pass juz get frm the objective parts which is all tembak...
but my dream brokes...
i'm still fail...
i cant pass it...
n the last subject becomes the 1st red record in my record book for tis exam...
now i'm start to wondering whether i can go torwards my target on tis kind of condition or not...

A Very Horrible Thing That I Had To Face Today

tis is the most scary n horrible thing tat i had to face it...
i go skol by bus every morning....
on the way to go skol, we had to change to another bus...
then when im going down frm my bus is still is new n good day 4 me...
but my good day end here n my terrible day had started...
when til my turn to go down frm bus n on the stair of the bus,
i had scare by tat horrible thing...
the ppl who go down be4 me suddenly fall down into a deep drain...
the ppl fell down in front of my eyes...
but i donno wat should i do...
i almost scream when i saw it...
but i didn't...
i juz scared...
i donno wat should i do when i get shocked...
i juz hav a look n straight pass through it...
i donno how the ppl fall into the drain...
there should be covered...
or not?
or is not been covered...
i cant remember it...
but i should remember it...
why can i forget it...
i juz remember the cover of the drain is made by cement or stone...
tat ppl step on tat n maybe the it crack...
so tat ppl wil drop in the drain...
or tat ppl wanted to go by shortcut then step on the cover...
who noes the cover which is going to crack cant stand the ppl weight the crack...
n then the ppl "dulp" drop into he drain...
its really scary...
if the cover really had been covered n it crack when the ppl stand on it,
is really dangerous 4 me...
if tat ppl din go to skol, then i'll be the victims...
is really scary...
then the ppl who drop into the drain is me...
the ppl who hurts is me...
i feel myself shivering after i go on the bus...
i keep on thinking if the ppl who drop into the drain is me, wat wil i do...
wat wil happen to me...
wil i cry...
wil i shocked until suffer frm any kind of mental disease...
or
wil i die?
but then the ppl is ok...
she juz injured on leg (i think)...
then the bus driver maybe took her to hospital, clinic or home...
i really scare this will happen to me...
although i had been thinking to die before this, but now i cant...
i don wan...
i wan to study,
had my SPM,
rush to my target,
n take the best result ever starting frm my secondary period...
i had start plan n going forward it...
i dun wanna to die or get injured be4 SPM...
so i hope...
"GOD... pls help me to finish tis plan without anything happen to me... n i begged u to help me to complete tis plan..."

Hidden Meaning In My Name

This is the hidden meaning in my name....
but i'll not write my name here...
i got this website frm my fren...

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.......

The hidden meaning in my name is
Charming, poised and sociable you need peace and harmony around you and always seek to create a happy environment. Perceptive and with strong intuition you are able to make sound judgements. You show great flexibility in attitude being open and responsive to the needs and opinions of others. This ability gives you potential for success in business dealing with the public. Your warm personality and caring ways ensure you are loved by family and friends.

If u also like to find out the hidden meaning in ur name...
juz log on to this website...
http://www.bostonuk.com/name_meanings.php?f=Boston

还有还有。。。

改版“朋友”

还有。。。

还有
主题曲“对手”＋《东汉学院》校歌＋剧照

我在追的戏。。。超好看的。。。去看看吧。。。

终极一班 》终极一家 》终极三国

“容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍”

在方炯槟的“坏人”里，有一句词是最让我印象深刻的。。。
那就是“容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍”。。。
容忍的人真的不笨吗？
可是我觉得容忍的人很笨。。。
不停地容忍只会让自己受伤。。。
为什么要为了别人而伤害自己呢？
害自己不停的受委屈。。。
害自己为了别人而失去信心。。。
也害自己对别人失去信心。。。
可是若没有了容忍会发生什么事呢？
会彼此伤害吗？
还是只会伤害自己。。。
害自己没有朋友。。。
害自己身边的朋友都离你而去。。。
还是。。。
天天与朋友吵架。。。
结果朋友都讨厌你。。。
可是容忍真的对自己很残忍。。。
到底是为了什么呢？
为了保护自己需要的东西吗？
友情？
亲情？
爱情？
还是全部呢？
为什么我要容忍他们呢？
他们对我的友情是虚拟的。。。
为什么我要维护着虚拟的友情呢？
有谁能够告诉我这个问题的答案？
维护虚拟的友情能带来什么？
能带来好处吗？
我只知道。。。
如果我再继续维护这种虚拟的友情，我会发疯。。。
终有一天我会自责。。。
无法对自己承认自己到底做过什么事。。。
难道这不叫做笨吗？
为了容忍与保护虚拟的友情。。。
换来的代价就是对自己残忍。。。
这真的不笨吗？
如果是我，我会把这句歌词改掉。。。
改成。。。
“容忍的人其实非常笨，竟然宁可对自己残忍”

刚刚做完一个实验。。。 你们也来试试吧！！！

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My Luck My Fate 2

...Continue of My Luck My Fate...

besides they treat us lik maid,they also tortune us...
they don let us to watch movie...
they wan us sit at the living but not on sofa or chair but on floor...
the most excessive is...
we had to turn around n facing the wall...
they don wan let us to watch movie also...
other than tat...
they also call us wit the name they lik...
do u noe wat they call me??
"SMELLY GIRL"... in cantonese "臭妹“...
do i really smelly on tat time or now also same???
SMELLY....
thank god my mother feel my sis can take care herself so she dint let her go there anymore...
n also thank god i only stay at there only for 4 years....
tis is the most bad phase tat i had in my whole life until now...
but now i still hope tat i can tell them something...


for tat family members...
Hey man....
u thought u r king n queen ar?
or u r moneybags?
can treat me n my sis as a maid...
dont u forget...
my mum is the 1 who paid u...
not u r the 1 who paid me...
so u din hav the authority to treat us lik maid...
my mum paid u for take care of us but u tortune us...
u din take good care of us still wan to blame us...
y im smelly???
bcoz of u la...
pls dun 4get...
i take bath in ur house n using ur shampoo or body shampoo...
u think u so incense ar?
HAHAHAHAHA...
U... the fatty uncle....
u r the most smelliest person in tat house...
full wit smoke...
non-stop smoking...
be careful later #@*%$!?*@%$#$ a...
haiz...
continue u all these also useless...
but i had some advice to u...
hope u can see tat n make it come true...

• go n try those nausea tat u force us to eat n u noe wat the taste...
• go treat u son or daughter juz lik how u treat us... see wat feeling wil they giv u...
• treat other ppl better or else u wil get the retribution....
• n try to stand in other ppl position before u wan do anything to them...