gathering

few days before i went to my primary skol class gathering...
tat day i really worry bout wat will happen at there...
but thank god...
i hav fun there...
we all very happy at there...
my primary skol fren all very funny...
tats y we non stop laughing n laughing...
we had bbq there...
but too bad...
rain comes...
but they still keep on bbq before the rain get heavy...
when the rain get heavy, all of us hav to squeeze in a small area...
but we stil having fun...
after the rain...
we all full ad...
they wanted to play 'true or dare'...
i knew it before i go...
i guess they will play tat...
finally i'm right...
but they said everybody hav secret...
so we juz play dare to keep everybody secret...
they use bottle to spin n see whether who's the lucky person...
i really scare tat i'll be the lucky person...
1st time...
not me(thank god)...
2nd time...
not me also(oh...)...
but they plan to get the 2nd person a partner...
then my fate came to me... i'm the 3rd lucky person...
wat did we do???
they wan the 2nd lucky fellow(boy) to kneel in front of me n propose...
to me!!!
oh my god...
wat can i do...
juz follow...
standing at there n having a shy face...
some 'audience' told me to not accept him...
but some say if i dun accept...
the guy no need wake up...
oh my god...
help...
hav to accept...
hurry finish up tis mission n bac to sit...
but is fun also...
haiz...
but after tat...
i'm the 1st person bac home...
too bad...
regret...
but no choice...
nobody send me bac if i dun bac at tat time...
however stil hope tat they will organise again this kind of gathering again soon...
maybe 3 month once...
wakaka...
coz too happy wit them...
no cares at all...
juz happy...

WORRY

2moro(i mean 2day coz past 12 o'clock ad) i'll go gathering...
this gathering is for all 6j class wan ppl...
i'm so worry now...
i worry i'll alone at there...
sitting at there silently...
but i call kar mun to accompany me...
thank god at the end she said she will go...
other than tat... wat should i wear 2moro...
should i bring bag...
haiz...
so many to cares about...
i scare i go then they talk bad things of me
or more worst
din talk to me at all...
i'm so scare wit it...
coz i hate alone...
exspecially not in house...
we din meet too long...
i worry then forget who am i ad...
argh~~~~~~~~
wat can i do to let tis problem run out frm my brain...
wat can i do...
hopefully 2moro i'll have a happy ending...

恨

突然觉得我自己很讨人厌
记得有一天
我只是用很普通的语气跟某人说了一句话
可是那人却说我用很凶的语气
后来
我告诉朋友这件事
她告诉我
我的语气一向来都是酱的
当时
开心与恨同时出现
开心是因为我有多了解了自己
可是因为这了解我更恨自己
恨自己不了解自己
恨自己为什么有这种语气
恨自己为什么不直接哑了算了
我该怎么改呢
我能改吗
是这种语气害的吗
害得我失去所有
所有我曾经拥有的东西

闲着也是闲着

好久没写部落格了～
每次想要写～
可是偏偏过一下子就没有心情写了～
今天是闲着也是闲着～
然后突然又想起很久没写了～
所以才写的～
废话一大堆～
因为不懂要写什么～
不是没有东西写～
而是太多了不懂要写什么～